By Rida Hussain

Two Years Experience Of University Life

Apart from being Rida Hussain at school in the mere group of 30-40 people, here at Karachi University I realized that I am an insignificant and a minute being. I felt my identity is somewhere under the ‘dust’ where I have to strive hard to make my identity eminent among the sea of people.

Here in this blog I may babble out the dismay I confronted from people’s inappropriate or rather immature behavior. But gradually I realized at the end of my first year that now for the next four years of my life this university and the people around here are my “world”. Where I will eat, talk , communicate, interact , laugh and even socialize. An ultimate abode which will occupy all rooms of my mind for the next four years whether I cherish it or not.

Adjustment, adaptability and compromises were the golden lessons of life which I learned here. Sometimes, adjusting to different sets of behavior from your mates, which often drags you to the verge, of your explosion of your anger.

Sometimes embracing the bitter fact that nobody is going to stay with you forever, you have to be dependent upon your soul.

These two years of the university life were a mirror to; where the incidents and my actions and reactions to it were a true reflections of actually who I am?

Believing on the rule of nature that what you give to others finally makes its destiny towards you. I simply followed the voice of my conscience.

On many occasions I was conjured in a battle of right and wrong. I may not testify that I had been always on the right path, but facing a battle of right and wrong and struggling to make myself rise above the emotional cycle I really think am not that Rida that was two years back.